and here I am..

TA DAAAA.

happy birthday to myself long time ago!

let's seee what happened since i last posted.

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i can't remember. as usual.

Okay i had fabulous presents, $300 in cash and a kpop night ticket(!!)..

And finally.

something unexpected happened.

FULL EXEMPTION!

which fulfils yet another wish of mine.

but nah, im not happy with full exemption cause i don't deserve it. my results aren't that great either. the comments the teachers gave.. first time i got negative comments. and it's comments that are not justified too. so it pissed me off. i'm fine with teachers saying "amanda should try to concentrate more in class to get better results in her end of years" than to say "amanda shouldn't let her grades drop even if she has no intention of taking the subject next year"

do i look like the kind of person to not study for a subject just because i don't wanna take it? gosh. seriously regret telling her any shit.

results wise.. people judge too easily. sure, i got full exemption, but it doesnt mean that i topped the class, seriously -_- i did pretty badly, on the contrary. the A1s i got were all borderline ones, and the only one worth mentioning is lang arts, which i topped the level for again. Still, people don't realise that my sciences dropped alot simply because 'she got full exemption'.

argh$#^@$*^*

another annoying thing. i INNOCENTLY, WITH A PURE INTENT, WITH ZERO INTENT OF SUANNING PEOPLE, told people to jiayou as a form of encouragement, and the first thing they can think of is, "wah don't suan me just because you have full exemption lah". I mean seriously, i can't even say good luck, jiayou, all the best now? What rubbish.

and shaun obviously got results a zillion times better than mine. all you guys could say was "aiya but you got full exemption!" HELLO ARE YOU GUYS STILL OKAY? GPA is the most inaccurate measure of a student's ability, imo. they should look at overall marks instead zzz.

okayyyyy.

whatever it is, i'll live with it in the end.

Now's the time to FIND SOMETHING TO DO and not rot at home for the next two weeks. I'm open to ideas. for now, there's swimming, manga, anime, and sleep -_-

okay. zai jian.