NEED TO WORK ON MY RESOLUTIONS.

1 week and the real thing starts. what am i doing!

Dear annoying sister who happens to be really smart,

I love you very very much, even if I argue with you all day long. I always feel like a kid when I'm around you and it's kinda like a safe haven for me cause I know I can always depend on you to help me out when I really need it. It's the rare times I don't have to be all grown up and mature cause that's what you're supposed to be. With you, I'm just an annoying, loud, spoilt, and childish soon-to-be 17 year old, which i'm so grateful for. It helps me stop myself from growing up too soon, too fast.

I'm crying now (AND IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT) because now I feel like an idiot for not spending more time with you while you were still around. I suppose we can in the future, but you'll probably be even more independent and with your own circle of friends and living your own life. I'll never say that to you though, cause I'm too prideful to show you my weaker, softer side. Well, at least i'm humble enough to admit that? Argh, I crack myself up.

Thank you for your presents! love them a lot. Especially the organiser. Will make sure I use it! Thank you thank you thank you thank you for being my arguing partner for the past 16 years (or ever since I knew how to talk). I've learnt so much from you and was jealous of you so much and so often and probably grew dependent on your cause you were always there, but now it's time to grow up and be independent.

I hope you do really well even in university, cause you deserve to have nothing but the best and I'm sure you'll never hope for anything lesser than that. You're an amazing person (THOUGH YOU ARE STILL ANNOYING AS HELL), and it excites me just thinking of how far you could go.

Stay safe, enjoy yourself!

Till then.

Love,

Your lovely, not-so-smart but forever awesome sister.