I'll officially be a JC student.
In less than 2 years time i'll be taking my As.
Am I ready for what's to come?
Nope, definitely not.
I've been slacking too much and worrying too little throughout the 2 months break and frankly speaking, I'm very, very, very unprepared (mentally). I can't even begin to imagine how tough it'd actually be, all i know is I'll have to read (and write) a lot more now. Like how my sister is.
argh.
I'm always doing the same things she does, just not as good. There isn't one thing that I've done that isn't partly influenced by her. She has too much of a presence in my life it sucks. I don't want to live in the shadows forever.
But i'll have to start learning from her if I do want to get a scholarship T__T I fear for my future.
... ):
And i'm extremely disappointed that that person thought that about me.
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